everything happens for a reason

this is funny!

HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLE!

TRICK or TREAT.. SMELL MY FEET. GIVE ME SOMETHING GOOD TO EAT! 😀 *i rmb this songggg~

had fun during service and its my first time going for s1 and also having service with Shawn 🙂 Ben was there too. saw people dressed up for halloween and it was really funny to see like the MASK guy there. hahha. he was dancing during praise etc. 🙂 nice!

fast forward! went to study after that at SB with Shawn and Ben and den home. was kinda irritated with myself cos i wasnt able to rmb the things that ive been studying for the past 4years. the feeling jus sucked im gonna paste notes on ss etc all over the wall need my bed today so when i wake up i see it and read it 😀 good huh!

mhh.. ive made a decision today and it was really tough for me. ive tried it the first time but it failed but this time i really wanna make it thru. i took a long time and yea. i didnt wanted things to end up in this manner but after hearing all that was said, finally i jus came to the conclusion of asking for a ‘time-out’ . it was really hard.. like i took a few deep breathe first before i said it. i felt rather painful inside though. so wanted to cry out really loud like scream and all but tried to control abit here and there.

i want to show my strong from and not the weak side of me from now on. after this 5days, its jus gonna be the new ME.