Baby & i 
was just reminded of somethings which i havent been cherishing all these while. i feel like i took it for granted. was watching the show, ’10 Promises to my dog’ on mysoju. show is really nice and i cried while watching. :O yea, not like one tear or 2, was a continous flow. :/
while watching the show i was thinking about Ben, like almost every single moment. i wished he was here with me right now, although i jus saw him few hours ago. :/ i really want to prove to baby that i really treasure him alot and i really love him. i really do! & also, i want to keep to my promise that i’ll be a better girlfriend for him. least not to make him feel like im controlling him. 
to baby:
what ive promised to you is that i will be a better girlfriend and i will be there for you when you need someone. i’ll be there to standby you and help you no matter how difficult the circumstances is. i really thank you for all these while and thanks for loving me cos i know and i can see that you’re really doing your best to make up to me for the times in the past. all i want is to be by your side, cos i love you dearest.
